so i guess its about time in which i should really be true to myself. I’ve struggled this year (for the most part) in being true to myself. Because I’ve known people that I’ve wished this could be the same with.
But the truth is that I (as a person) like cock.
I AM a gay man and I sometimes struggle with this concept. (like I would still discriminate against something because I ‘consider’ things to be ‘gay’) it’s really bad but I still do these things and I’m working on this.
I’ve struggled because, as a person I’m not really a romantic. But I feel like things are really heading (in a way) towards the feelings that I’m feeling. (?)
There are people in which I would totally be interested, and its really hard because I have no idea if he’s interested in me (or guys in general) so I play things by ear a lot. (if the person that I’m interested is there I’d fully stare at that shit. and whatever.) I’ve seen this person without a shirt and a nice clingy (dancers) bodysuit) and it was really good, but I don’t know how to describe things because I’m not sure how things should be. So yeah. All of Jasper’s problems. So suffer with me.
Basically I’m using Charley’s internet to come out and tell people about myself which I though was necessary because I’ve started telling people in real life and I wouldn’t feel comfortable using it to lie to people.
So yeah. Jasper is SUPER gay.all the cock